I have so much to tell the world right now, and I feel like I’m going to boil over from the inside out with excitement and passion. But the time just isn’t right to spill yet, and I have to learn how to control this rollercoaster that I am experiencing.
I’m not good with this, the whole wait-for-the-right-moment-and-time-to-share-something kind of thing. I tend to speak my mind pretty freely, (and impulsively) – pretty much open book to the nooks and crannies of my life. I enjoy (and excel at) connecting with people through stories, relating to what they are going through, and actively taking an interest in their lives. It’s hard for me to imagine having some potentially life changing, mind altering, exciting news, and not being able to share it with others.
But everything in life is about timing, and of course patience – something I’ve just never truly been any good at.
I’m learning as I go – about what it means to put better personal boundaries in place, and ride through the waves of the season instead of trying to jump my way over and onto the next. It’s all about living in the present moment, and enjoying every minute of it, instead of wishing for the next day, next week, next month to come. It’s about living for each day, and not just for the weekends. I’m learning how to find small things to look forward to (and be grateful for) each and every day.
Soon enough it will all be out there. Soon enough I will share my story.
My world is changing as I know it. Big things are coming.